Freak Show

Yes finely im done with my scedule changeing it took three days to get it done and now its done i have OJT now so i leave at 11:15. im so happy this is so cool

Nothing eles really going on so i gess ill ttypl peace<me3

I skiped school today and now i wish i whent cuz now im bored and too top it off i want sex now god dam it

IM BORED SOMEONE COME TO MY HOUSE AND INTERTANE ME NOW

OK,so today i was haveing a wired day i thought i was going to go swimming in lizz's pool but was deniend so then i was going to chill with dave and boby, then the phone rings its my maneger from work calling me in to work and im wired i love working, im like get the fuck out dudes ill se ya later, so im at work its not busy at all and i got high on some pills i got from the dollar store. and that was it a preety long day



any love all my friends tty fuckers later peace

Someone,i am falling in love with,someone i cant be with,i find my thought are alway of her,have no clue what to do,As thoughts race through my mind,Im whith this someone i feel,All is com and everything is at peace,Thia some makes me laugh,im falling in love with someone i cant be with,What do i do,Is there anything i can do,i feel as if im in a movie,fairytale,Fictional story of love,with someone i CAN'T BE WITH.

Im depressed BUT when shes around its like its all good and i have nothing to worry about
this someone make me loved while others make me feel used.

I've truefuly have never felt like this about anybody
a very new feeling and i like it a lot

Man today could have stared beter i was late for work then it just whent downhill after that. Between the soda fountan breaking and not have soda and a unruly custamer bitching.
thank god for libby and lizz for makeing me feel beter you guys are the best

bobby your anoying


LOVE YOU ALL

YES I GOT THES NEW KICK ASS SPEAKERS AND SUB AND THEY ROCK


MY ROOM IS IN THE BACK OF MY HOUSE AND YOU CAN HERE IT OUT SIDE BY MY MAIL BOX WITH IS AT LEAST 60 OR MORE FEET AWAY ITS SO COOL ^_^ ^_^ ^_^ ^_^

Ok thins is for all my friends thet think they r good at hooking people up. here's the mission you have to fix me up with some you think would date me this is just to spice my life up a little it should be fun

look's, i dont care to much about must have a happy personalty and love to have fun a good music taste

thats preety much it

and im not jokeing go and find my beter hafe

ok i have a issue were i lie about my self and i hate it when i do this so this is my way of coming clean
and its about my miny me it is not really periced and im not really hong like a horse more like a middle school kid

and i really do not know y im saying all this but dont ask to much Qustions plez

Running out of ways to run
I can't see, I can't be
Over and over and under my skin
All this attention is DOING ME IN!

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!

Picking through the parts exposed
Taking shape, taking shag
Over and over and under my skin
All this momentum is DOING ME IN!

FUCK IT ALL! FUCK THIS WORLD!
FUCK EVERYTHING THAT YOU STAND FOR!
DON'T BELONG! DON'T EXIST!
DON'T GIVE A SHIT!
DON'T EVER JUDGE ME!

You got all my love, livin' in your own hate
Drippin' hole man, hard step, no fate
Show you nuthin', but I ain't holdin' back
Every damn word I say is a sneak attack
When I get my hands on you
Ain't a fuck thing you can do
Get this cuz you're never gonna get me
I am the very disease you pretend to be

I am the push that makes you move

I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

Goodbye!

I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES!
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong...
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?

GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS!
Why I didn't I see this?
I'm a victim - Manchurian Candidate
I - HAVE - SINNED - BY - JUST
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away

GOODBYE!

You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free

I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!

OK do you know how hard it was yesturday b4 work not to beat the liveing shit out of colton.....GAH i hate im so much he calls everybody emo but hes the bigest emo i know KDRSREHRWGEJIPWEPODSF;LS

And i hate my ex bf cuzs he's a pussy and now he needs to die FUCK LIVE SUXS RIGHT NOW
Talk to me in person if you want detales

Wie gate? nothing new here same old same

i do nothing during the week and work all weekend

so yeah

p.s. I LOVE........<ME3<3<3<3 AND SOMEONE PLEZ TELL BOBY TO RIGHT DOWN HIS HOURS HE WORKED SO HE CAN GET PAYED AND TO GET THEM IN B-4 SUNDAY

Shit Happens to you when you smoke crack and worship satin

Ok soi think my Guitar teacher is takeing it easy on me when it comes to test i have only had 2 test but this one was harder the the fist one and i got a B one the easy one And an A+ on this one and i played crapy so idk well see

and i got kicked off my morning bus for telling the bus driver to EAT SHIT cuz she wouldnt let us off the bus then she told me not to use that languge on the buss and i was all like blow me so i think im s.o.l on getting to school.

ok teachers i want to KILL: my culinary oparaions teacher cuz shes a durty old bitch thet knows nothing about food cooking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

that and im going completly out of my mind

Suicide is on my mind today i dont know you

my hart is cold and empty i feel like something is missing

but its something i never had

i sit im my room doing my homework i suddenly feel empty and cold

a never ending roller coster

Ok so i came to the concluion thet nobody reads this or even really cares about me so i will stop posting stuff cuz nobody cares

I HATE LITTLE JITS

Love or not to love

to be love or not to be loved

that is the ????????????

Ok so school is gay i like sum of my classes like my german class and my guitar classbut holy shit i got a B on my first test in that class
so the first week of school is over hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
im bored eat shit